The Father in Heaven does have a plan for you and "He is patient with you, not wanting anyone to 
perish, but everyone to come to repentance" (2 Peter 3:10 NIV) 

But you must believe His Word:

Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see 
the kingdom of God.  John 3:3

Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me.    John:14:6

For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God;  Romans 3:23

For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life  through Jesus Christ our Lord.  Romans 6:23

For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.  For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved.  He that believeth on him is not condemned: but he that believeth not is condemned already, because he hath not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God.  John 3:16,17,18

That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.  For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation. Romans 10:10

For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved. Romans 10:13

Once you take God at His Word, pray this from your heart:

Dear Heavenly Father, 
I come to you in the name of Jesus.  Your Word says, "him that cometh to me I will in no wise cast out"  John 6:37,  so I know you won't cast me out, but you accept me, and I thank you for it.  You said in Your Word, "Whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord 
shall be saved" (Romans 10:13).  I am calling on your name right now, so I know that you have saved me now.  You also said "if thou shalt confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised Him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.  For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation" (Romans 10:9-10) .  I believe in my heart Jesus Christ is the 
Son of God.  I believe that He was raised from the dead so I could be made right with God, and I confess Him now as my Lord because your Word says, "...with the heart man believeth unto righteousness..." and I do believe with my heart, I have now become the righteosness of God in Christ (2 Corinthians 5:21)  ...and I am saved!  Thank You, Lord!

If you prayed this to God with all your heart, you are now a child of the Living God!
Tell someone right away what you have done.  If you need more information about
what you have done, e-mail me at  believer@godlyhome.com  and I will send
you a free booklet based on the Bible to help you in your new walk with God.  Congratulations and welcome to God's family!!!